When there are no words...

Each time I sit down to write a post about the blessings and sweet provision that has been provided to my family I hit a wall. I have so much to tell about them amazing way God has used others and His word to encourage me and to bless my family, that words just don't seem adequate.

I want to describe the way His provision has made me feel secure, I want to describe the way each blessing has brought me peace, but I hit a wall. I have thoughts running around, and nothing comes out. Weird, right?

So, I guess I will just have to make a list.

Mikayla started school as SMCA in the 6th grade.
Katelyn developed an imaginary bird, named Katelyn.
A friend handed down uniforms for Mikayla and an entire fall/winter wardrobe for the littles.
I was able to hand down some uniforms to someone who could use them.
My tu-tu's will be on display in a consigment shop soon.
We reveived a gift card to the grocery store.
We received shoes and school supplies for Mikayla to get thru the year.
We received a bag of toiletry items!
The cost of Katelyn's Cubbies vest and book had been "taken care of".
We received a zuchini bread and a plate of pumpkin snickerdoodles.
I took the kids apple picking with a friend.
Scott has had side work, and will continue to for some time.
I found a snow suit and a winter jacket for Katelyn in the childrens clothing closet at church.
I babysat for some friends.
I was able to host a play group in our house.
I did my first craft fair of the season, with many more to follow.
I have learned to trust friends.
I got to spend some time with family.
I have developed more meaningful relationships with my cousins.
I have continued to be a prayer warrior for many.
We were given a new crib for Corryn to replace the broken one she currently uses.
A friend wrote me a note card that meant so much to me.
Our dog has found a good new home.
We ran into a sweet friend on a walk the other night.
A sweet friend purchased my coffee.
I had canceled an order for headbands when Scott lost his job but my friend gave them to me anyways.
I was gifted with camera equipment and editing software.
I have had several conversations where Scott being out of work hasn't even come up.
I feel closer to God most days.
I am learning to forgive myself if things aren't perfect.
We have enjoyed a meal each week with my in-laws.
I have saved some money using coupons.
I got some free gas when the attendant failed to stop the pump.
Mikayla LOVES school.
Katelyn and Corryn play together, and hug each other often.
Katelyn prays over lunch because she is the oldest.
Scott has some good job leads.
We attended 2 birthday parties.
I overpayed our car loan last month.
Corryn had a perfect 18 month check up appointment.
A couple friends donated money to a cause thru a "fundraiser" I held.
The weather has been GORGEOUS.
I feel loved.

One of the coolest things I have been blessed with is being allowed to be used as a blessing with the things I already have. I have always loved to contribute to things my friends have taken part in. I love giving gifts. However, cutting back on things has meant that I am not able to give the same way. I think it so awesome how God has provided needs that I can fill with things I already own or have.

After receiving a couple of note cards from a dear friend, I discovered that maybe my word is going to be the biggest gift of all. I never considered how knowing I encouraged someone through a difficult time in their life meant so much. Neither did I consider that knowing people were praying for our family would bring me such comfort.

I know....lists are boring, but when you can't seem to find the right words, and you want to get things out, they are helpful!

I am hoping that I will be able to take things a day at a time and blog a little better now!